gender equest
sorry sorry . hi diary blog thing. um butterflies in the rib cage and sad ass feelings because i am most certainly in the deep end of the bad route for quest blooming panic but da,mn the amount of gender euphoria im getting from the flirtation in his route with the explicit pronoun usage from bystanders and gendered specific compliments. crazy. just,,, i don't much feel like a guy offline especially as a romantic prospect and just. trans people and romance and sex is just fuck,,, it's depressing because what even is this body? are people supposed to gain joy and get to feel desired with their bodies??? damn. maybe the m="dont let go" soundtrack has been getting to me as ive been typing this out andd also the anxiety from quest is osmosis-ng rn so.