RUINATION.

the greatest tit of all time

I was actually trying to say something deeply scathing and insightful into my parsonage or whatever aka quoting dan (damn plagarism jk) like reading fanfiction because you want a relationship like what's been depicted (actually physically cannot read real phan rpf and not lesbian life partner phan because yeah it's like eh this queerplatonic bond eclipses everything it's paradiso for everyone who feels queer but not enough to say gay or bi or romantically incluned at all ljke odk I'm feeling that rn) BUT ANYWAYS yeah it's 00:00 and I'm going to bath so hopefully my hair dries (took a pic just now with grease but it was a great emo esque hair day) in time for dnp's TIT. laid out the clothes (nagi's (sorry I'm stealing from ya( black and blue striped shirt, long denim with star skirt, mcr hoodie and binder. blue carpet baybee.

and I'll write a blog about dip&pip soon just. ik self isolation is self harm n whag not but just ignoring all the bad and bitterness and wrongness within myself and just focusing on good. like I don't know how two people can make me so happy and ye fully aware of that parasocial factor and hoping I'll be good enough for an actual irl or online relationship (watevs) that brings me the same joy instead of relying on two Internet people (still awesome tho) as a support network lolz. may add pix of the fit when I take bai

++ ok maybe at 00:30 cuz poppy playtime ch. 3 dâ„—ips